I remember who I am,

right now, in this fresh morning.

The heart racing,

the dreams awakening,

music, life, a thrill for loving

and for wanting more

to give it all,

in an infinite throbbing loop of colours.

I want to stay here forever.

But…

What is this swirling pain in my chest, though?

Why will it not go away?

I try, believe me, I swear I do.

I fight against it,

with my mind.

Knowing it will stay,

still,

I continue to try,

for I remember who I am.