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  • You can never let go of what is.

    You can never let go of what is.

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  • Lower Back = the Seat of Emotional Pain

    Lower Back = the Seat of Emotional Pain

    How do you explain to the doctor that the pain you carry on your lower back has been inflicted by the people who’ve hurt you? That it feels like carrying the burdens and pains of every hurt woman in the world? And that you’re so sensitive that it never really goes away, it actually acumulates?

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  • PTSD

    PTSD

    I am in no way experiencing PTSD as so many other people, but something must have leaked, as I am not the same. Something has fractured inside me. I feel a brokenness that wasn’t there before. I am less patient, I overreact quickly in situations where before I didn’t, I am not as eloquent or…

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  • Inflamed Love

    Inflamed Love

    My heart is bursting with flames. How much I love him, even I cannot comprehend. Despite it all. I just don’t know. But I do.

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  • Monsters

    Monsters

    There are many monsters in this world. They do not have sharp teeth, furry skin, long claws, or veiny eyes. They do not come from alien worlds, from under the earth, or from inter-dimensional portals. No. They live next to you.

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  • The Highest Exchange

    The Highest Exchange

    I was unaware of the evils of this world. So naive, seeing the best in everyone, giving, pure. He had given up on love due to the deep pains of his early life, so he hurt everyone as a form of protecting his vulnerable, scared, inner child.

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  • Empathy Burnout

    Empathy Burnout

    So this is what it is then. Empathy turned dark. Quickly jumping. Wary of all. The tallest and thickest walls.

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  • Perpetually Stunted

    Perpetually Stunted

    No self-awareness. Copied, regurgitated words that look smart and enlightened, but no wisdom, no learning, no embodying of knowledge.

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  • Tainted Vessel

    Tainted Vessel

    Something is cooking inside me, like an insidious restless creature. I was bitten by his poison, their poison, all of them, not a single one was clean, and my capacity for taking in has reached its limit. Pain, hurt, injustice, frustration, unfairness. Please, someone hear me!

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