Nah. I will never be normal.
Enough
All that thing needs to go. All of it. I've been emptied to the point of no return, no more thought, no more reason, and no more identity.
Grief
I am mourning who I used to be. Who I could become, me in my prime.
Infinite Dreamers
I dream, naturally. You are a dream weaver. I tell you my dreams, pouring myself into you. But you're just luring me into your fantasy. You make me feel I am home, that I've finally come home, found you.
Healed
The powdered plant bursted into my nostril like a spear, shattering me, tearing down my defences, challenging my consciousness. I could not breathe, I gasped for air, but my lungs didn’t respond. My body went numb, shivering, watery eyes, shuddering, pins and needles all over. I thought I was going to pass out, again. I braced for a hell of a vision.
Diamond Light
Vertical rhomboid shapes, metallic, silver, black and aggressive, are carving themselves, titillating, from light. I'm inside the earth, brown, warm, very warm, I live amongst the roots of the trees, micellium and a motherly, nurturing, protecting soil that resembles clay.