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  • The Narcissist: Inverted Consciousness

    The Narcissist: Inverted Consciousness

    Narcissism, inverted consciousness, false light, the energy of the fallen angels, archons, or “the devil”. These things are one and the same, in more or less degree. Call it separation from the all, anti-christ or the opposite of love. It is something that I have been experiencing in the last few years and didn’t truly…

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  • Becoming

    Becoming

    Could this be a glimpse of my former self?

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  • Condemned

    Condemned

    Nah. I will never be normal.

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  • Enough

    Enough

    All that thing needs to go. All of it. I’ve been emptied to the point of no return, no more thought, no more reason, and no more identity.

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  • Unaware

    Unaware

    Does he realize? No, he doesn’t. He’s totally oblivious to the fact that I became the best version of me when he was in my life. He’s totally ignorant to the fact that he brought to the surface the highest form of me. He completely overlooks how he stirs in me my deepest feminine, how…

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  • Grief

    Grief

    I am mourning who I used to be. Who I could become, me in my prime.

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  • Infinite Dreamers

    Infinite Dreamers

    I dream, naturally. You are a dream weaver. I tell you my dreams, pouring myself into you. But you’re just luring me into your fantasy. You make me feel I am home, that I’ve finally come home, found you.

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  • Healed

    Healed

    The powdered plant bursted into my nostril like a spear, shattering me, tearing down my defences, challenging my consciousness. I could not breathe, I gasped for air, but my lungs didn’t respond. My body went numb, shivering, watery eyes, shuddering, pins and needles all over. I thought I was going to pass out, again. I…

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  • Diamond Light

    Diamond Light

    Vertical rhomboid shapes, metallic, silver, black and aggressive, are carving themselves, titillating, from light. I’m inside the earth, brown, warm, very warm, I live amongst the roots of the trees, micellium and a motherly, nurturing, protecting soil that resembles clay.

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