You had all the reasons to trust me,
however you chose to hurt me,
break my spirit in irreparable ways.

I had all the reasons not to trust you,
however I chose to give you chances
and love you unconditionally.

You sabotaged real love
and swapped it for lust, manipulation, deceit, lies, envy, jealousy,
thinking it was real love
with a carefully pre-planned custom-made disguise.

I had so much love inside me
that I ignored your hurts
and still chose to give you love,
because I saw you were unconscious, blind.

I didn’t know how to disguise my love
pretending it wasn’t love.
I had no intention to deceive you.
I’ve got a clean heart.
My love is real.

But you didn’t want real,
and now you live in a fantasy hell.

You’re condemned to be chained to your fear.
I’m condemned to drown in my love.

We both hurt, by choice.