
… it’s gonna kill me.
But how do I let go of what is?
How?
I don’t know…
I never knew…
and I still don’t know…
I am not controlling it,
it just is.
Why can’t anyone understand this?
What am I missing?
Nobody has ever taught me how to do this.
Does it mean that everyone is controlling their lives?
I don’t control mine.
I just AM.
I am what I am,
and I cannot be anything else.
So stop confusing me,
stop hurting me
trying to make me be or do something
that I know I am not.
I follow my heart,
I follow love,
what is, is,
and that’s it.








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